English name

I am trying to get myself a new English name.
I found it is difficult for some ppl to rememebr my chinese name.
and ppl always pronouce Aileen wrongly.
well, not they are wrong, just they dun pronouce the way I do.

and i have done some search, i wanted to have a name which starts with M to match with my chinese name Mian.
it turns out that all the name I like have the meaning of obstinacy or rebelliousness.

Ok then.