this is it.

I realized something today.
I never gonna be great in financial industry. not because I don't like it,just my personality will always get in the way.
I cannot be a business woman as well. My heart is not hard enough.
the world is about money, you cannot bring too much emotion in it. when you finds out, everyone else is just careless and selfish, you will either get hurt or get screwed.

Don't wanna get screwed? then you must screw others, and be faster.

I never would think i can even be emotional as an ops. I mean, it is really none of my business. But I do freakin care.

I am not working for a charity right now, but i hope one day I will.

The Great 90s

there was a time, great pop singers were appreciated. thats the time when i was a teenager, when i was just about to grow up.
there was a time, great movies were made. not much fancy effect or music, people were just trying to tell classic story.

Its been a week of 90s for me.
Pride and prejudice
Sense and sensitivity
the young colin firth
the young hugh grant.
Michael Jackson
Backstreet Boys
Aaron Carter....etc etc

I got all distracted from my CXX book....damn it.

what a lovely era. So proud that I was there in the 90s.