Recently I have been getting in touch with some of my old friends - some I haven't seen in almost 8-9years.
It's amazing how you can feel so close to them even it is after so long. you feel you can say a lot of things to them and not feeling weird. While we have many so-called friends whom we see every day and say hi every time we see each other but the chemistry is just not there.
I think it's getting harder to get real good friends when we become older. I basically have fewer than 5 good friends in grad school and I don't know whether we will still be contacting each other after graduation. People go separate ways and only closest friends keep in touch.
Last night I was downsizing my facebook and nearly deleted 200 facebook friends. I dont even know how come I have over 600 facebook friends while for 80% of them I believe we will never see or talk to each other. I used to like sharing my life with the world using all kind of social media but now I am so private and want to keep any emotions myself. I once loved to get to know a lot of people, feeling like I am making connections but now I get lazy to starting new friendship, because in the end i know we will be on our own. Or any friendship built now can never beat my old friends who have been with me for over a decade.
am I living in the past?
曾经最掏心 所以最开心
