Monday, August 30, 2010

Silence All These Years

有一件事情我对我的公司很喜欢 办公室里一直开着radio 响着音乐 而不是寂静得吓人或者电话声讲话声吵得闹心。
其实这个电台翻来覆去也没多少首歌 不过good enough.

Silence all these years. 刚才在放。
我不喜欢星期一 总觉得时间很难熬

总是感觉身上包袱很多。哪个丢了都舍不得 只要一个又不满足。

十分不好

Sunday, August 15, 2010

Weekend nonsense

Since I started working, I have always waited for weekends. when they are finally here, time then flies like hell. weekend is about to over, again.
I am incredibly lazy lately. and I hate myself for that.
I have so much work to do, so many things to prepare. now its mid-aug, i get nothing done. People start to get lazy when they are out of school i guess.
I even dont read news at all.
thats why i didnt hear about the tragedy till the day before yesterday. and I blame myself for not caring about what is happening in my homeland, in the world. All we know is the stupid YOG is in town.
its really stupid. Last friday we were watching the flame passing in our office cuz they were running on the road beside our building. No one is watching, except boring ppl like us. ramdon people waved for the flames which made us laugh. Nobody cares, indeed. the openning ceremony is like a joke as well.

What more can i say.

THere is nothing really going on here. If i dont read news, i feel like the whole world is bored like me. Sometimes I peeped on the newspaper held by the ppl sitting next to me on the train and all I could see are those meaningless gossips.

But it is not what it is .
People are dying. people are crying. People are surviving. People are fighting. People are finally getting back together. People finally stop themselves from falling aparts.

Life is so short. there are disasters everywhere. people seem numb because everyone thinks the bad things are never gonna happen to them.

This is a weird weekend. it is so quiet. Its like a different life. Last time I had a weird dream. I cant tell who I am right now. I cant tell whether the people around me are real. or unreal. The presence is so vague.

and tmr is monday, damn it.

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Bless

Just wanna pray for one of my best friends...
He is one of the most positive, fun and happy person I have ever seen.
I cant imagine his face without those beautiful smiles.

Please.