C**

i am not sure what i am thinking. I followed the crowd---i registered C** program exams. The one thing many people did, which i felt quite stupid about it. It could just help u get a job. The other day one CFA was asking me what is the probability of the mean +/- 1 std deviation.
well, ppl all forget stuff. thats the point. CFA cant help u become better, it just let others think u are better.

I didnt give a damn but now i paid 1500 dollars for it.

I promised myself to spend 3 hours study today. and I didnt. Its time to sleep.

人类的心是个无底洞。

push

Why do ppl have to push me to give an answer.
I have not made the decision. Have not is HAVEN NOT.

If you don't like to live a free and easy life, I do.
I want to follow my heart. I want to see how it goes.

I was once that kind of rational girl and i hate her.

Be patient. You will know what to do when its time.

And why people cant understand that there are different kind of beliefs, opinions, and ways of thinking?

and lastly, why they think I am not properly thinking for myself and I am too silly to get the big picture ?

Hello. I am going to be 24. I gave myself a life till now. I got a job, a bunch of good friends, smart head and capability to handle almost everything. I was hurt, but I stood up again.

SO stop worrying about me pls. it does not help... the onlything i neede and need and will need is to support me when it is dark, to encourage me when I am down, to stand by my side even sometimes it is no one else to blame.