非常。
I don't know where this takes me to the end.
Being emotional is useless since it cant change the situation anyway.
but I want something that is 100% pure.
I know it is not.
but I imagine it to be.
I cant see the light. the light shows the exit.
It is so messed up.
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Monday, May 4, 2009
This semester
Actually i was quite happy thoughout the semester.
Live a peaceful life. not busy. no need social.
free and easy. staying at home most of time.
have a lot of time on my own.
happy making phone calls and chatting online.
finally got time to study instead of spending most of it on activities.
What else.
I got allergy.
takes one week to recover.
right after that I fell down on my Bday. on the way to work.
then all the photographers need to wait for me to have rest every half an hour.
how patient they were. I was so thankful.
then for the whole month I almost could not move my body. need to stand up straight and sleep lying on the bed straight.
in the reading week, my allergy flushed around again for 2 days.
stupid exam timetable makes me have 3 exams in one day.
and accidentally that's the day NUS start to take temperature for everyone.
my final exams suck.
for the first sem i study so hard you know.
well. forget about it.
then. I applied a number of internships.
one in the end they chose one out of 3. not me.
another one in the end they choose 2 out of 4 . not me again.
applied korean summer program. rejected.
Penn state professor accepted me to go back for research. but his project got rejected.
Well, we blame the time. blame the market.
whatelse? I don't know.
oh I got GFF as my supervisor. this is only lucky thing for me this semester
he is cute <3
but i have a happy semester . Really.
thanks for being there with me. you make me wanna fight with the routine that I natually accepted.
We should both be a better person. we will.
well well. one last exam tmr and one last internship interview!
Whatever happens, i will have a good summer vacation.
wish you do too.
Live a peaceful life. not busy. no need social.
free and easy. staying at home most of time.
have a lot of time on my own.
happy making phone calls and chatting online.
finally got time to study instead of spending most of it on activities.
What else.
I got allergy.
takes one week to recover.
right after that I fell down on my Bday. on the way to work.
then all the photographers need to wait for me to have rest every half an hour.
how patient they were. I was so thankful.
then for the whole month I almost could not move my body. need to stand up straight and sleep lying on the bed straight.
in the reading week, my allergy flushed around again for 2 days.
stupid exam timetable makes me have 3 exams in one day.
and accidentally that's the day NUS start to take temperature for everyone.
my final exams suck.
for the first sem i study so hard you know.
well. forget about it.
then. I applied a number of internships.
one in the end they chose one out of 3. not me.
another one in the end they choose 2 out of 4 . not me again.
applied korean summer program. rejected.
Penn state professor accepted me to go back for research. but his project got rejected.
Well, we blame the time. blame the market.
whatelse? I don't know.
oh I got GFF as my supervisor. this is only lucky thing for me this semester
he is cute <3
but i have a happy semester . Really.
thanks for being there with me. you make me wanna fight with the routine that I natually accepted.
We should both be a better person. we will.
well well. one last exam tmr and one last internship interview!
Whatever happens, i will have a good summer vacation.
wish you do too.
Saturday, May 2, 2009
this crazy job market
some common situations:
a guy got good statistics academic record. but he just could not get a statistics internship.
and i know those companies who are really recruiting statisticians, the people they finally accepted are those with a lot working experience but a poor academic record.
I don't really know who they are looking for.
It's just unfair.
People with a CAP from 4.3-4.6 is so awkward now . cannot get a job as good as first class honor guys. being treated as a normal 4.0,4.1 ppl or even second lower ones
And people favor singaporeans and PR.
No life For us. SERIOUSLY.
a guy got good statistics academic record. but he just could not get a statistics internship.
and i know those companies who are really recruiting statisticians, the people they finally accepted are those with a lot working experience but a poor academic record.
I don't really know who they are looking for.
It's just unfair.
People with a CAP from 4.3-4.6 is so awkward now . cannot get a job as good as first class honor guys. being treated as a normal 4.0,4.1 ppl or even second lower ones
And people favor singaporeans and PR.
No life For us. SERIOUSLY.
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