不纠结了

终于解决纠结已久的事情
心中大石落地
老妈果然不是盖的 太强大了
不愧是我老妈～娃哈哈

Just

You do it to yourself,
and that's what really hurts.

change

I dont really know the ppl now.
I miss the old ppl.
I miss junde I miss dingying I miss siewjin I miss denyse I miss Marcus.
Tonight cleaned Band Room with Eng Seng, put up all the posters again. They dropped down dunno when but ppl just left them in the corner.
I still remember in my year 1, that day we rearranged the room and did clean up and put up all the poster together. we even hung the guitar up on the wall too.
We went out to KTV and back in the mid-night.
We suppered in bandroom and got "drunk".
The JD bottle is still in the bandroom , so memorable.
We did panda makeup for our rockfest.
We practiced so often that every song was great.
We got so high on the stage, we jumped together (well, though i cant jump cuz i was on drum. lol)
We made the small little video for jd. I even cried for his leaving. haha..I was so young then...
We gathered many old band ppl together and supper, some of them got married already. Once in KE band, always in KE band
It was so fun.

Maybe it's not their problem.
Maybe I was not around for so long.
Maybe my passion is not there already.

I think all those golden days will just stay in my heart. but they will never come back.
原来 the song, "summer of 69' " is really true.

I cannot keep comparing.
I have much more things to do.
Just hope the last rockfest will go smooth. and hope all the juniors have fun in band now and in the future. and find the bonding back.

感慨万千

看了一篇文章
特别沉重
如果发生在我身上我根本不知道怎么面对
憎恶左右摇摆
憎恶多情懦弱

我想起了很多。
All those unhappy memories.
Doubts. Questions. Explanations. Facts.
Shit.

走钢索的人

走钢索的人
不害怕牺牲
只求一点安稳

The future is still unclear.

Is it too much I am asking for.

心神不宁

焦躁。
等待。
去处。