Wednesday, July 14, 2010

plain like water

life is like this.
No alarm and no suprises.

sometimes i doubt whether i am still alive.

it is not a good sign.

I am one lazy girl after my school ended.

it is not a good sign either.

someone hit me one more time.

Saturday, July 10, 2010

Hurt

You know what hurts the most?
The closest people of you do not trust you.

Friday, July 9, 2010

exhausted

I have feel so exhausted.
after i move in my new house. today is actually the first day that i can just be at home and take a rest.
I am so tired for the previous 2 weeks.
Then I made an 2 hours phone call trying to make my mom undertand and trust me that I am a good and capable person.

Sometimes it is just sad.

Maybe the reason is simple-- not good enough. not rational enough. too emotional. People need a plan, but i dont have one.

is it some kind of big problem.