Realistic?

I am not a realistic person. there I say it, so let's drop it.I am not a career-oriented person too, so please don't keep talking to have a career goal. they say love hurts, but this is the only thing keeps me going. Whenever I think about love, it gives me strength to face everything. even love failed once or twice, I don't give up and think about being tough and never let anyone hurt me again. This is just not me.I believe in true happiness happens only if you put your heart and soul into something.Holding back is not an option.