Fear

I listened to Rock music, I watched American drama, I took a shower, I made myself a cup of fruit tea.
The fear is still there. it refuses to go away.

I am not afraid of losing you, I am afraid of you.
Or i am just afraid that in the end you would break my heart.

I don't know your life and you don't know mine.

what is worse, is the deadly silence. I cant see you, I cant feel you, and now I even cant hear you.
Oh God I need to talk. Hanging up that phone made me exhausted.

I just hope tomorrow is better than today.

But when will this end.