I realized something today.
I never gonna be great in financial industry. not because I don't like it,just my personality will always get in the way.
I cannot be a business woman as well. My heart is not hard enough.
the world is about money, you cannot bring too much emotion in it. when you finds out, everyone else is just careless and selfish, you will either get hurt or get screwed.
Don't wanna get screwed? then you must screw others, and be faster.
I never would think i can even be emotional as an ops. I mean, it is really none of my business. But I do freakin care.
I am not working for a charity right now, but i hope one day I will.
Monday, May 16, 2011
Sunday, May 1, 2011
The Great 90s
there was a time, great pop singers were appreciated. thats the time when i was a teenager, when i was just about to grow up.
there was a time, great movies were made. not much fancy effect or music, people were just trying to tell classic story.
Its been a week of 90s for me.
Pride and prejudice
Sense and sensitivity
the young colin firth
the young hugh grant.
Michael Jackson
Backstreet Boys
Aaron Carter....etc etc
I got all distracted from my CXX book....damn it.
what a lovely era. So proud that I was there in the 90s.
there was a time, great movies were made. not much fancy effect or music, people were just trying to tell classic story.
Its been a week of 90s for me.
Pride and prejudice
Sense and sensitivity
the young colin firth
the young hugh grant.
Michael Jackson
Backstreet Boys
Aaron Carter....etc etc
I got all distracted from my CXX book....damn it.
what a lovely era. So proud that I was there in the 90s.
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
Powerful
90min facial treatment + massage after work yesterday.
its so nice.
The life of a normal OL: dress up, work, afterwork, dinner, shop and be pretty.
I have this life for one year. after leaving this place, there wont be any facials, wont be any shopping malls, wont be any pretty work dresses, wont be any crazy calls to the banks.
Blair wanted to be powerful before being with her loved one. I think i just skipped the first step.
But I feel powerful. more than ever. at least as powerful as fearless.
well...acually you dont have to say it to prove that you are powerful.
shit.
its so nice.
The life of a normal OL: dress up, work, afterwork, dinner, shop and be pretty.
I have this life for one year. after leaving this place, there wont be any facials, wont be any shopping malls, wont be any pretty work dresses, wont be any crazy calls to the banks.
Blair wanted to be powerful before being with her loved one. I think i just skipped the first step.
But I feel powerful. more than ever. at least as powerful as fearless.
well...acually you dont have to say it to prove that you are powerful.
shit.
Hugh
I have this crush on Hugh Grant these days and I watched almost all of his movies over and over again. Someone commented that he acted the similar roles all the time: charming and funny guy in love comedy. This is true.
Why actors have to take different kinds of part. Whats wrong with him doing the same stuff he likes and he is good at?
Hugh himself said he was not serious about acting. it is just some job he happened to fall for. He himself didnt understand why he was popular.
That is the attitude.
Why so serious?
oh I love Hugh Grant.
Why actors have to take different kinds of part. Whats wrong with him doing the same stuff he likes and he is good at?
Hugh himself said he was not serious about acting. it is just some job he happened to fall for. He himself didnt understand why he was popular.
That is the attitude.
Why so serious?
oh I love Hugh Grant.
Monday, April 18, 2011
NIL
myles kennedy has the greatest voice I have ever heard. it is sad to see that alterbridge does not have a larger fan base, our generation has lost its sense of what talented artists sound like. this is what music is all about people
Sunday, April 3, 2011
My wish today
I feel terrible.
about the shitty situation. and why this is happening to these wonderful people.
I hope I can change something. I hope I can make the situation better.
wish there is anything I can do.
about the shitty situation. and why this is happening to these wonderful people.
I hope I can change something. I hope I can make the situation better.
wish there is anything I can do.
Sunday, March 20, 2011
Monday, February 21, 2011
Saturday, February 19, 2011
You are the one II
watched this movie yesterday. it said every marriage is a mistake, the difference is that whether you wanna keep the mistake going and live it.
I dont really agree on this. if it is a mistake anyway, why we have to do it.
in the end we just wanna find someone to spend the life with, so we wont die alone.
so, as long as i dun hate being with this person, then no harm doing it.
but if so, whats the difference from being a bunch of friends.
The passion wont be there forever. I know it. not a big deal .
I am emotional nowadays. guess ppl are like this when they are at some changing point.
I remember how it felt when watching the last episode of FRIENDS.
I just miss the time that we were hanging out together all the time . I guess nothing can last forever.
Looking forward to the reunions. there will be a lot of them. I believe there will .
I dont really agree on this. if it is a mistake anyway, why we have to do it.
in the end we just wanna find someone to spend the life with, so we wont die alone.
so, as long as i dun hate being with this person, then no harm doing it.
but if so, whats the difference from being a bunch of friends.
The passion wont be there forever. I know it. not a big deal .
I am emotional nowadays. guess ppl are like this when they are at some changing point.
I remember how it felt when watching the last episode of FRIENDS.
I just miss the time that we were hanging out together all the time . I guess nothing can last forever.
Looking forward to the reunions. there will be a lot of them. I believe there will .
Saturday, January 29, 2011
Alone in the house
All my roommates were off to China today. i am alone in the house.
I feel empty, and a little bit scared.
I guess i am not a loner, never. I sometimes do enoy being alone, having little time with myself and hate the sounds and behaviors of others. But yet, I still wish there are people around whenever I wish I was not alone.
I once stayed in a single room by myself. I sometimes was paranoid that there was someone hiding in the closet and that scared the hell out of me.
The secret of overcominng it is to sleep only when you are really tired, and you will fall asleep before you start to think of those nonsense.
Thats exactly what I am gonna do now.
I feel empty, and a little bit scared.
I guess i am not a loner, never. I sometimes do enoy being alone, having little time with myself and hate the sounds and behaviors of others. But yet, I still wish there are people around whenever I wish I was not alone.
I once stayed in a single room by myself. I sometimes was paranoid that there was someone hiding in the closet and that scared the hell out of me.
The secret of overcominng it is to sleep only when you are really tired, and you will fall asleep before you start to think of those nonsense.
Thats exactly what I am gonna do now.
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