Lovely days

I can always put a smile on my face.
I can always feel happy. because there is something exciting going on.
as long as I don't over think of it.

I won't ever ask for more than that.

detour

just about when you thought you know what is going on. just about when you thought you get everything under control. just about when you thought you got perfect balance.

there must be something that get you totally unprepared.

You try to hold it but its just not easy.

on the road

There are so many beautiful views on the road. sometimes you just wanna stop and have a long stay. but afterall, you need to know where you are heading to, where is your destination.

farewell is for a better reunion

I understand this more today.
today an ex-colleague came back to office. once i thought i can never saw her again. at least not so soon. re-union is wonderful, we get to share jokes in office, refresh wonderful memories together and hang out.
The future is uncertain, who knows when and where there will be a reunion, the surprise is possibly just around the corner.
goodbye my friends. May the next time we meet be amazing, as we are all having a different life, a better life and we have so much to share.

this is it.

I realized something today.
I never gonna be great in financial industry. not because I don't like it,just my personality will always get in the way.
I cannot be a business woman as well. My heart is not hard enough.
the world is about money, you cannot bring too much emotion in it. when you finds out, everyone else is just careless and selfish, you will either get hurt or get screwed.

Don't wanna get screwed? then you must screw others, and be faster.

I never would think i can even be emotional as an ops. I mean, it is really none of my business. But I do freakin care.

I am not working for a charity right now, but i hope one day I will.

The Great 90s

there was a time, great pop singers were appreciated. thats the time when i was a teenager, when i was just about to grow up.
there was a time, great movies were made. not much fancy effect or music, people were just trying to tell classic story.

Its been a week of 90s for me.
Pride and prejudice
Sense and sensitivity
the young colin firth
the young hugh grant.
Michael Jackson
Backstreet Boys
Aaron Carter....etc etc

I got all distracted from my CXX book....damn it.

what a lovely era. So proud that I was there in the 90s.

Powerful

90min facial treatment + massage after work yesterday.
its so nice.
The life of a normal OL: dress up, work, afterwork, dinner, shop and be pretty.
I have this life for one year. after leaving this place, there wont be any facials, wont be any shopping malls, wont be any pretty work dresses, wont be any crazy calls to the banks.
Blair wanted to be powerful before being with her loved one. I think i just skipped the first step.
But I feel powerful. more than ever. at least as powerful as fearless.

well...acually you dont have to say it to prove that you are powerful.

shit.

Hugh

I have this crush on Hugh Grant these days and I watched almost all of his movies over and over again. Someone commented that he acted the similar roles all the time: charming and funny guy in love comedy. This is true.
Why actors have to take different kinds of part. Whats wrong with him doing the same stuff he likes and he is good at?
Hugh himself said he was not serious about acting. it is just some job he happened to fall for. He himself didnt understand why he was popular.

That is the attitude.
Why so serious?

oh I love Hugh Grant.

NIL

myles kennedy has the greatest voice I have ever heard. it is sad to see that alterbridge does not have a larger fan base, our generation has lost its sense of what talented artists sound like. this is what music is all about people

My wish today

I feel terrible.
about the shitty situation. and why this is happening to these wonderful people.
I hope I can change something. I hope I can make the situation better.

wish there is anything I can do.