red eyes

My new year wish: please please save my red eyes.

Hustle

First rule of the con - You can't cheat an honest man, because an honest man doesn't want something for nothing.

read it somewhere

I hope that you have been living a life that you are proud of.
If not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.

PC games

People say girls can never understand why guys love playing computer games so much. some say because games provide them a virtual hence perfect world which allows them to be the person they cant be in real world.
Yun said it is because life is so boring, he needs something to deal with, to relax, to keep himself entertained.
Whatever. I just hope I can be the one to replace those games.

Some day.

oh this weekend I made 炸酱面。 I am a fine cook now. Sometimes I am confused by those expensive dishes in high class resturant. they just make cooking complicated and taste more weird.
I am LC, I admit it.
And seriously I do not care.

年末

似乎年末的时候时间都会变得慵懒起来
节日将近 各个地方的打折也开始了 人们奔走在大街上或者旅途中
年末很多人要把没有请完的假期用光 今天你明天我的On leave

日子也就这样一天一天一年一年的过

哦昨天做的土豆烧牛肉 今天蛋同学炖鸡汤

周末也就这样一个一个的过去了

Cooking

I have been cooking these weeks. One reason is to save money and to eat more veggie at a much lower cost, the other is my cooking really tastes better than the hawker centre downstairs.

I start to understand why people say cooking is a lifestyle. u cook with the love of life.

My life is getting better. I usually felt i was not a traditionally good girl as in I couldnt cook, I couldnt be a housewife. It is not that I wanna be a housewife, its that I should have the ability to do anything. I can earn money, and i can also take care of a family.

Now i think I have accomplished that. I am happy with myself.

Lets pray life goes on as I have planned.

hate

Some bad memory just suddenly hit my head from a picture in facebook.

it just made me sick.

I will keep things balanced but something is just too hard to go away because it is just too disgusting.

Sick. Sick. Sick.

Especially just after I had a wonderful weekend staying at home and enjoying my time.

TGIF Again!

Friday is supposed to be nice.
But today is not so.

We deserve laughters, not tears.
I know I cry a lot. Thats because I cant hold back tears.
But it feels so different when seeing other's tears.
I hope everyone can be happy in the end , just like hope I do.

I got so many things await to be done...

I dont really talk to people about my work. But i was so pissed today that I have to say it out: BNP AUS is stooooooooooopid.
It may sound rude but they totally deserve it. I cant get things done properly everytime when dealing with them . Not even once.
Fullstop.

桃源人

记得以前玩三国杀的时候 我不怎么喜欢这个游戏又不愿意扫了朋友们的兴 于是就号称桃源人 按部就班的出牌 其他的与我无关

就好象几天前的那个晚餐 闷着头吃我的面 抬起头来的时候始终是一脸茫然 他们说的什么我似乎突然都听不懂了 或者根本不愿意去听
问起我 就是远离八卦 珍爱生命

慢慢的不想笑的时候就不会勉强自己去笑
更何况 我确实听不出其中好笑的桥段

张三李四 他们如何 和我有什么关系

自己的事情尚且还焦头烂额 在乎的人失踪了 不在乎的人就算就在我旁边绕来绕去的又有什么分别

我只要真心的朋友 不要八卦式的问候 更何况并不是每个人都愿意和别人分享自己的一切

我越来越喜欢做一个桃源人 因为心里期待着一个不久会到来的桃源 为着这个桃源我可以不要那片铁打的江山 但是 我怎么可以确定桃源是真的存在 还是会让我撑着竹筏找来找去无功而返呢

所以至少给我一个可以连接的途径 一点光 而不是漆黑一片

need someone

I need someone who i dont have to worry that someday he would just suddenly disappear.

it is killing me.