I wont do it to myself again

Baxk to SG

It's an unfamiliar city.
hot and wet.
I miss state collge, it is warm.
I am not used to everything...I got on the car at the wrong side, I cant get sleep because of hot weather, i hate those insects, i hate singlish, i sometimes speak it though, I dont like talking to many ppl at the same time and i think hall is noisy.

I am used to the quiet life.

Handphone is down.
I sometimes I feel I have left happy valley for a long time, but it's just 2 weeks...

Things are so different. People are different. I am different.

Can I go back.

Leave. Back.

I left.
I am back.
I am going back.

where is my home indeed?

Broke

I lost a lot of money.
I am sick.
But I ll be home for Christmas.

You see, I call it home now.

Next sem

Will, have a few courses in common with guo.
Weekly party and dinner.
Internship searching.
FYP advisor searching.
Double room with WQ in KE.
6 modules.
Malaysia trip with ZX.

What a wonderful semester ahead.

Disappointed and determined.

Not everything must have a future and happy ending.
Enjoy the process.
These are what i told WQ.

But the process must worth it.
While being cheated does not.

Future

well, this is something everyone is thinking about.
i am not an ambitious person.
Career is not the main goal of my life.
Be an ordinary OL is already accepted.
But under such weak econ, everything is looking for a solution.
NYC. Ibanks. Wall street. Finance
All these words came out from ppl's mouths so often.

Is it worthy to struggle that much to get a high-paid job?

Just read brother RURU's blog.
That's such kind of sweet life i long for.

I want to fight for my real life, but not for money or those career satisfactions.

Wonderful Weekend

It is my second last weekend in state college.
No big things happened, stayed at home most of time doing nothing.

went to Late night at HUB to draw some small woods friday, i drew v badly so we went to HUB again on Sat night, i finally painted a not so ugly wooden star. Then played settlers.
Sunday night study and went to Z's home to play with his little cute white cat.

LateNight will not be open next weekend.
This is my last time to play games or do painting...
And no chance to watch movie in Penn State...

But i really had a wonderful time.
Even Such easy happy time will not be possible soon....

Time flies too fast. Too fast for me to catch it.

Blur

Actually i am blur .
I cant predict future hence i dunno what i am going to do, where i am going to be.
I could just put one foot in front of another.
and See how.
When life is not controlled by myself.
it sucks.

On the road

每次旅途中都有大把时间可以乱想
几个小时 坐在车上 看窗外走过的风景
如此奇妙我们来回与不同的地方 认识各种各样的人
才能更深刻的感觉这个世界 感觉自己和这个世界是这么紧紧相连
直到找到自己最喜欢的地方 自己最喜欢的人
于是停止奔波 停止流浪 安心住在一个地方 留在一个人身边

有的人为了去一个地方 放弃人
而我 为了人 我愿意去一个地方