Why

Why am I always the one to compromise? Why am I not the one get to decide what to do? Why am I the one who can't control my temper when I am angry while you get to do whatever you want when you are not in the mood? Maybe it's a good thing that I will be gone soon.

Too good to be true?

You know when everyone keeps saying how bad the economy is, you wouldn't expect good things happen so fast. Is it too good to be true? I truly believe in balance - that is, sometimes you get good luck, sometimes you don't. I couldn't help but wonder : what is the next bad thing happening in my life. I mean I am not perfect, I have some done something I am not proud of and I know I will get punished some time in my life. I decide to embrace what I have now and be thankful. *Peace*

求RP爆发

It seems tomorrow is the make or break point. When you know a great thing may happen and all the hard work may finally be paid off. And it all depends on how you perform tomorrow. *Nerve Break DOWN*

I miss runway

and I don't think that I will never have another chance to do it ever again. Time to admit that the youth is slipping away

So easy. Simply so easy

It takes just a minute to ruin a perfect night. We were having a great dinner and laughing. Suddenly everything turned to a huge fight. I didn't even remember how it started. Why people have to say harsh things they are angry. why it is so easy to lose control. All the sorries and apologies seem so useless when the damage is already done. It takes just a minute to ruin a perfect night. How many horrible nights it takes to ruin a perfect relationship, or a perfect life? Why hurt the people you love.

Russia

Russia has always been a mysterious country to me. When I was little, I remember being in a Russian city on the Russia-China boarder. That was my first time ever visiting another country. The weird black bread, beautiful Russian girls, tall and strong and unfriendly Russian guys. Until I had my first facebook Russian friend - an amazing designer in Project Runway. I can't believe the small the world is and how much people can connect to each other. Until I had my first Russian professor. The accent is just cute and Russian men all have weird sense of humor - in a good way. Until I had my first Russian Colleague this year. Even I booked the Russian Flight tickets to go back home. I don't why I suddenly have so many Russian connections. I so wanna travel around the world now.

几年前的某些事让我觉得 有时候一个陌生人反而比一个好朋友值得信任。


最近学什么都是trade-off: Parameter和performance，K-NN到底选什么k.
想想生活 living和dream的trade-off.
年轻人应该旅行 还是 安安稳稳

都说老了之后 很多人后悔自己曾经忽略平淡中的美
如果已经习惯并且享受了平淡呢

trust in love

I believe in true love. I don't mean those big unrealistic romantic love, not everyone can experience great love, most of us would just have a peaceful but fulfilling love with someone that can spend a life with you. He / She doesn't has to be perfect, doesn't has to be rich or smart, doesn't has to be super sensitive, doesn't has to be saying i love you all the time. Actually we just need someone to laugh with, someone to cuddle when it's cold, someone to depend on when we are sick.
It's not that hard.
So Yes I believe in love. I believe love can last forever and true love waits.
I will never lose that faith just because I was hurt before. I did, more than once. maybe I will again. but love itself is a faith. A person should be strong enough to love again.
Believing in love is actually believing in yourself. believing that we are lovable as we are so amazing.

trust in love

Realistic?

I am not a realistic person. there I say it, so let's drop it.I am not a career-oriented person too, so please don't keep talking to have a career goal. they say love hurts, but this is the only thing keeps me going. Whenever I think about love, it gives me strength to face everything. even love failed once or twice, I don't give up and think about being tough and never let anyone hurt me again. This is just not me.I believe in true happiness happens only if you put your heart and soul into something.Holding back is not an option.