Sick of this

I am sick of people complaining.

If you want something, go and get it.
If you want to come to the states, then get your head down and start to prepare yourself.
If you want a good job, learn more and send resumes with a good attitude.
If you want a relationship, don't let your chance go by.

You are not that excellent, why you expect you are the center of the world and you can get whatever you want. living in your own little world may make you unique, but cannot make you adaptable. There is a REAL world out there, money wont come easy, job wont come easy, good friends wont come easy. Passion cannot be the only tool.

stop complaining and do something. please.

not important

Sometimes you are just not that important.
suck it up and get over it.
you want his full attention but in the end you should be already happy if you can get 50%.
who you really are, what is on your mind? no one give a damn. so get a life.

I don't want to be the one always trying and saying sorry.
Yes everyone can make mistakes. Everyone may over-react.
But I deserve to be heard.

if a problem is not solved, it will be there forever.

Why guys always have this serious communication problem? They say women are weird but if you never say , how can you expect us to understand what you mean.
We may talk a lot, it's just because you never listen, never respond.

as if what we were saying is not important at all.

Work or Study

If you ask me the differences between now and one year ago:
1) I am much poorer.
2) I am living in a better apartment
3) I wake up at 8 instead of 6
4) I used to shop every week. This is not true any more.
5) Every day is a presentation day now. AWWWWW

Just another ordinary day

out of suddenly , i found how lucky i am .
we were relaxing at home in this saturday afternoon while people camping outside of our window for the big game day. I find a quiet place in my heart.

I am blessed to have what i have now. I know how hard these 3 years were and how hard we fight to get here. I went to all these troubles and flied from the other side of the earth to start the life i have now. it is going good and i dont want to screw it up.

I am still learning how to handle everything. just give me a little bit more time.

Lovely days

I can always put a smile on my face.
I can always feel happy. because there is something exciting going on.
as long as I don't over think of it.

I won't ever ask for more than that.

detour

just about when you thought you know what is going on. just about when you thought you get everything under control. just about when you thought you got perfect balance.

there must be something that get you totally unprepared.

You try to hold it but its just not easy.

on the road

There are so many beautiful views on the road. sometimes you just wanna stop and have a long stay. but afterall, you need to know where you are heading to, where is your destination.

farewell is for a better reunion

I understand this more today.
today an ex-colleague came back to office. once i thought i can never saw her again. at least not so soon. re-union is wonderful, we get to share jokes in office, refresh wonderful memories together and hang out.
The future is uncertain, who knows when and where there will be a reunion, the surprise is possibly just around the corner.
goodbye my friends. May the next time we meet be amazing, as we are all having a different life, a better life and we have so much to share.

this is it.

I realized something today.
I never gonna be great in financial industry. not because I don't like it,just my personality will always get in the way.
I cannot be a business woman as well. My heart is not hard enough.
the world is about money, you cannot bring too much emotion in it. when you finds out, everyone else is just careless and selfish, you will either get hurt or get screwed.

Don't wanna get screwed? then you must screw others, and be faster.

I never would think i can even be emotional as an ops. I mean, it is really none of my business. But I do freakin care.

I am not working for a charity right now, but i hope one day I will.

The Great 90s

there was a time, great pop singers were appreciated. thats the time when i was a teenager, when i was just about to grow up.
there was a time, great movies were made. not much fancy effect or music, people were just trying to tell classic story.

Its been a week of 90s for me.
Pride and prejudice
Sense and sensitivity
the young colin firth
the young hugh grant.
Michael Jackson
Backstreet Boys
Aaron Carter....etc etc

I got all distracted from my CXX book....damn it.

what a lovely era. So proud that I was there in the 90s.